I found out I was pregnant last week. I was excited hoping things would be different this time. I prayed and thanked God for a healthy pregnancy everyday. I kept it a secret this time, because the last 2 were unsuccessful. But I had another miscarriage on Monday. It felt like another nightmare. Apparently my body miscarried the baby this time so no D & C surgery was needed. I just had a couple of blood draws and pelvic exams. I went to school the next day, even though I was in severe pain. I am blessed to have Arabella. But it seems like life can be so unfair at times. I know people who have kids, and they don't even want them. They are too worried about themselves to notice their kids. They are some of the most selfish people I've ever met, and they don't deserve the babies they have.
Here's a picture of me in the hospital for my 3RD MISCARRIAGE!!
Dear Cassie,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that this happened. Just want you to know you're in my prayers sweetpea. If there is any parent who deserves another child it's you. I don't what to say that'll make you feel better or make this hurt go away but just know that there are people around you who love you! I love you ^^ and i miss you dearly. I hope your healing process is swift and i will pray that the pain you feel, not just physical, will subside and you will be strong enough to try again. i love your face <3
Love,
Minji