Our marriage has never been perfect, but this September and October have been the worst time we've ever had. I had my mind made to leave him and move to Mississippi with Arabella. I even had a moving truck rented. I decided it was too fast to make a BIG decision, so I decided to go to some counseling with him and think about things in Mississippi. I never could make a clear decision. I started praying, and praying and asking God to show me the right path to take. I love Ram, but I had some issues I wasn't sure I could move passed. My last week in Mississippi I started feeling nauseous and tired. I took a pregnancy test on October 16 and found out I was expecting. I thought maybe it was a misunderstanding so I bought an expensive one that reads pregnant or not pregnant. It was pregnant as well. I am still very shocked. I know that God wants me to try to work things out with him, so that's what I'll do.
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