So I went to the doctor today for more blood work and my pregnancy hormone went up so I'm still pregnant in my tubes!!! OMG!! This is ridiculous. The methotrexate didn't work so I had to get a big dose of it again today and it sucked. I can only hope that this is the end. I won't know if it was successful until next Thursday. If its not successful, I will have to have the D & C procedure to remove it. It has been the most stressful two weeks of my life and I just want it to be over with. I know God will help us through this hard time, and I pray that this is the end of this painful experience. I know He has a great future planned for us. We went to church last night and it helped me so much. I am making new friends at church here and it is a blessing. I love Dominion Church. Some friends on Facebook from Iuka posted some ugly pro-life comments yesterday. And of course an ectopic pregnancy was involved. So I'm what some Christian Baptists call a "baby killer". You have NO right to judge me on the decisions that I have made. I made this decision because 1. There was no way the baby would survive 2. It could kill me if it ruptures in my tube. But of course people who live and breathe the Bible and think they are perfect try to judge me and say I had no right to "take" a life. And if I would have trusted God it would have worked out on its on. And one day I will be judged for my sins in front of the Lord. That's great. I'm saved. I believe in Jesus Christ and I will be judged not by you and your stupid comments, but by the Lord himself. So if I haven't made myself clear, your opinions and judgement mean nothing to me. That poor little town of Iuka has some of the most judgmental, pathetic, people I've ever seen before in my life. I doubt I will post anything on Facebook anymore.
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